we all have a story to tell.... my journey to creating/finding/ expressing me (or just figuring out the plot to my story)

do i end up happy? lets find out :)

Saturday, February 25, 2012

Soft but Rosy



A: Soft pink Blazer, 34.90$
B: 22.90$, lace shirt
C: 27.90$, Slimming Pants
D: 7.50$, Rosy round Earrings
E: 29.99$ Red Velvet Pumps!
F: 11.70$, Gold Unique tree branch wrap ring
G: 18.20$, Looped gold Necklace


A bold but elegant outfit :)

All Clothing pieces are from either:

  • Target
  • Claire's
  • Kohls
  • Windsor......I love Windsor



How am I doing????  I don't know...hmmmmmmm. But I am having fun. Stop reading this and go outside enjoy the weather! :)


Friday, February 24, 2012

Trenchen'

Trenchen'



A:  Black Pencil skirt, 12$
B: Button down White shirt with bow, 34.99$
C: Red sweater vest, 19.99$
D: Flowered blue tights, 8$
E: metallic Brown heeled boots, temporarily 8.74$!
F: Tan Trench coat, 39.99$
G: Gold Dangle earrings, 12.99$


 And Guess What?!? All of theses clothing pieces are from local right around the corner stores...Target and Walmart. 

So I am starting something new (I am not sure how long it will last) but I will try to increase my sense of style slash fashion by practicing... then presenting (that makes me nervous.) Please tell me how I am doing because I have no idea what I am doing  :) Have a wonderful day!




Wednesday, February 22, 2012

What a Day

Last night i had this wonderful plan to change my health life around and was planing to start early this morning but alas...

  • My alarm clock never went off when I was planning to go to the YMCA with my parents
  • i was way to lazy to make any healthy breakfast food so I had mini wheats
  • i read 2 chapters from a book and was bored out of my mind because it was nothing like Hunger Games
  • I painted a little ......?
  • Plinkety plinked on the piano for a while.
  • Went to the park with my little brother hoping to practice soccer but we ended up swinging and playing on the big toy thing
  • And now I trying to make sure I don't eat tooooo much
  • But I really want pop corn!!!!!!!!!!
  • what a productive day :)
  • Oh Yea, and now i sit in my XXL Man bright neon man t-shirt and paint covered spandex looking at this adorable couples blog, please jealousy look through it as I find myself doing ;)  I am so happy that there is someone that can be so amazing and do it with confidence in her standards. WOW! What an example.

Maybe I should put some pictures on.................................................................I am looking for some old pictures ............................... (looking)................................................................


Welp can't find any attractive ones so how about ultra awkward ones, i think so







Us Brewers are so cool :)




Well, I hope you have a productive day (unlike mine) but thats ok!




Sunday, February 19, 2012

Stupor

Here I am.
I have been sitting here for hours and now I just sit
body limp
staring at the ceiling
sifting my right hand through the cold polished rocks in a bowl. In and out, like a dolphin splashing through the waves in the sea, each stone significant.
Mouth open, I think I am drooling. I don't know though.
I am still
but inside I am a raging team of organized but totally completely onehundredpercently unorganized creatures unknown to mankind. Creatures banging around with a sense of unknown urgency; banging, throwing, tearing, but building, forming, creating something. Then destroying it all over again. They attempt to work together but end up destroying each other along with their creation. My mind is a war. But for some reason, it feels so satisfying. As if this war will actually solve something even though I know it won't. The war rages on, never ceasing to give any sign of ending, of delivering the white flag for all to see. No, these creatures have no mercy.




WHOA WHOA WHOA! What kind of completely emo human being wrote such a strange um, statement?
I will tell you who: A girl who just read the last of the Hunger Games, Mockingjay.
I am kidnapped by every emotion that blends into one. I will name this unity of emotions, Captured.

Wednesday, February 8, 2012

I Will Be...

...I while back at church we had a lesson about choosing a vocation. Today I decided after speaking to an inspiring substitute that I am going to be a bucket list Buster.Ever heard of it?Of course you haven't, I made it up...(this is the awkward moment when someone sends me a link to some website referring to bucket list busters and then I feel weird because I thought I was the first.)


Job Description:

Does everything that is on her crazy bucket list


.....................Perfect :)


Monday, February 6, 2012

MOST AMAZING BLOG POST YOU WILL EVER READ!

I have a really good Idea for a blogpost...............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................But I will not share it with you at this time. :)