Pride

So, I had this idea for a painting that is not particularly my style of painting. I made a rough draft, it is  trilogy of paintings telling a story. It is very much up for interpretation but mine will be at the end. (A little Mover-Onner, the trilogy is called Pride Umbrella
Warning: we have no working camera currently in the house so daddy's old droid had to do

Sorry, this is sideways

1. The girl is covering herself with her pride (umbrella) blocking out any of the good stuff that others have around her
2. She is curious and sticks a hand out catching a droplet, she finds what joy it is and
3.  drops her pride and opens her heart and loves it

(simple version)

Just Decided

so I just Decided something:

You know those girls who wake up 2 hours before they need to to get ready for school and they come to school looking their best? I wonder what will happen when they are going to get married or go to prom or something where you have to look your princess self the most because if you already do that everyday before school then that just became your school look. How Lame. You will look like you are going to school on your wedding day. So now this is what I decided: I will not take that extra time to get ready in the morning for school. (So on my wedding day I will knock people to their knees with my attractiveness) What a plan, I am so smart :)

Love,

Mase


Speaking of looking your best on your "big day" look at these pretty pictures!

With a Laugh

All Of These Made Me Scream, "Too True!" or, "No Flippen' Way" with a laugh

Hungry Games (hunger Games Spoof)

People, I would win the Hungry Games :)

http://screen.yahoo.com/hungry-games-28507606.html

Seriously watch it, it is a high quality worth your time spoof :)







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But if you are looking for some real Hunger Games........................Here we go. Please Buckle your seat belts and keep all hands and accessories in the car, thank you and enjoy your ride :) (enter barbie voice here)

Hhmmmmmmm lets go for some Liam slash Gale, yea, that sounds nice (wow I am full of amazing ideas)

Oh that is just DIVINE 

Ok OK, I will throw the girl in there ;)

And you can find some Joshy here

and for them all minus the famous rich old guy

Stupor

Here I am.
I have been sitting here for hours and now I just sit
body limp
staring at the ceiling
sifting my right hand through the cold polished rocks in a bowl. In and out, like a dolphin splashing through the waves in the sea, each stone significant.
Mouth open, I think I am drooling. I don't know though.
I am still
but inside I am a raging team of organized but totally completely onehundredpercently unorganized creatures unknown to mankind. Creatures banging around with a sense of unknown urgency; banging, throwing, tearing, but building, forming, creating something. Then destroying it all over again. They attempt to work together but end up destroying each other along with their creation. My mind is a war. But for some reason, it feels so satisfying. As if this war will actually solve something even though I know it won't. The war rages on, never ceasing to give any sign of ending, of delivering the white flag for all to see. No, these creatures have no mercy.




WHOA WHOA WHOA! What kind of completely emo human being wrote such a strange um, statement?
I will tell you who: A girl who just read the last of the Hunger Games, Mockingjay.
I am kidnapped by every emotion that blends into one. I will name this unity of emotions, Captured.

nada to say

I really have nothing to say except I guess I could say a few things you probably already know like...









I still have nothing to say.


Right now I happen to be blank,
no
not blank
just my view of myself is so far away that all details blur together so I look blank
I need a closer look


^Ever feel that way? ^


Love,


 Mase

Just a Little Pause in your Day

thank goodness too






















Just a quickie, but thats all right

my day

So here is my day, I am not sure if you can relate to this or not but to me, its another normal day:

• Alarm blares at 4:40 am
• I reset it with a  smile to 5:00 am
• Alarm blares
• I roll out of bed
• I stare in the mirror and think, "why am I awake?"
• I remind myself that to get good, you must do good
• I get ready
• lazily
• my brother and I drive silently to the church building
• I get out
• the cold bites my nose, ears, neck and fingers, oh yea, and arms off. So pretty much, everything is bitten off
• I walk in 
• I am greeted
• I sit
• I listen
• I smile
• I laugh
• I make faces
• I take notes
• fun
• I go home
• 20 minutes later I am being driven to the bus stop by my dad who is on his way to work
• i am waiting
• cold
• bus is her
• yea!
• I get on
• warm
• I go to school (not going into details)
• say hi to my favorite teacher
• go home
• walk up the hill
• cold
• I eat something
• I get on the computer and tell myself that I will pin 5 things then get off
• 598 pins later, I am getting  off (by force)
• I do homework
• I eat dinner
• I do a few ab exercises as a  sad excuse for working out
• I read scriptures with my family
• We say prayer
• I take a shower
• Then i go to my realm and this is where I do the most productive things
• I think 
• I write in my journal
• I read my scriptures
• I write
• I write notes
• I listen to music
• think some more
• Pray
• Try to sleep
• Mind won't have mercy on me and let me sleep
• Then mind gets so far away from this world that its like its not a round
• I half sleep
• I fully dream
• then I do it again

What a day, sounds boring, right?

No, it's the bomb and I love it

I like simple

simple is wise

{whoa!, just realized, simple is an awkward word}

Hope you cherish those simple moments in life :)

OK

Not to spoil the ending or anything, but everything is going to be OK :)

(thank beeswax too)

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At least fathers are blessed for their sacrifice...?

well I will tell you something:

Me-ilovemydad

Life

Life, 

you are providing me with a lack of inspiration

you are providing me with lots to do in little time

you are giving me emotions

you provide beautiful things

you provide things not so beautiful

but all along you are teaching me

it hurts to learn the truth sometimes

believe me,  I know

knowledge gives us power

i can feel it

but all the while

i feel like knowledge opens more pockets of things

frightening

things to judge

things dangerous

unsafe

but wonderful

glorious

knowledge helps me understand

myself

God

and others

thanks life

Genius

Amen

nail polish to life

Stop living life like you are waiting for nail polish to dry!

Dude, live on the wild side, be unique. Quick note: "You are unique; just like everyone else" or "Everyone is unique" Theses quotes always annoy me because its like everyone is unique and the definition of unique is not like everyone else and if everyone is unique then ughhhh just a quick note. So I don't paint my nails very often. Lets say about once a year. But every time i do it I regret it afterwards. I did it today and was reminded why I don't do it; I have to wait like a million years for it to dry. But as usual I kinda tried to do everything that i would usually do with wet nails. That really failed bad. I felt so weird and awkward trying not to touch anything and if I did I would have to touch it a certain way. I felt so vulnerable and not safe doing anything. (you are probably really confused right now.)Then I got  brilliant thought slash Idea! I have been paranoid about everything and wanting my nails to be perfect and that is not working so I decided that I would do everything I would normally do and pretend that I didn't have wet nail polish on. So I did and my nails were Deestroid! But it looked very intriguing and I had a lot of fun! 

Stop living life like you are waiting for nail polish to dry!

Love,

Mase

Pee ess: I apologize deeply if that was confusing and you don't understand

Expectations

Expecting the world to treat you fairly

because you are a good person

is a little like expecting the bull not to attack you

because you are a vegetarian.

So true